everything about this 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
"monotonous existential dread" - Yes
"It is a computer file that you can’t somehow override. It doesn’t impair your daily life in any way, but it’s still there in the back of your head." - Yes Yes Yes
"I am really happy in my current job, with my current friends and somehow my fingers no longer itch to open Bumble or Hinge." - Yes.
Really happy for you, and here with you ❤️